Because Yarrkarping! is turning into one of those whine-blogs. Well, maybe just a little anyway. First though, I’d like to thinks every one of you wonderful people that will still continue to read, and especially Riqz who was very sweet yesterday and told me he missed my posts. And in truth, I miss writing them. Sometimes it’s just difficult to sit down and do it.

It may be that I haven’t had anything interesting to write about in a while. And maybe that’s because I started playing WoW again, or maybe it’s not. It’s not like I was living the high life before. Truth to be told, I missed all the people I hardly ever talk to otherwise, and I might also have missed the game a little. I came back, got invited to a raid and had a splendid time. I enjoyed playing and I really liked being back on vent for a bit and that, as they say, was that. Since I started, I’ve not been angry with the game once, I’ve not cursed over it, I’ve not turned it off in anger or felt like it was pointless. It’s nice.

Anyhow, onwards! Lately, I’ve been feeling quite down and what’s been getting me down even more is that I feel like I have no reason to be down, which makes me feel ungrateful, which just makes it worse. Silly, isn’t it? One might think so, at least until you feel so miserable and desperate to change something, but you don’t know what, that you just walk around for a whole day on the verge to tears. Now, this migh be down to the season, to this thing they call the Winter Blues, that apparently one out of 10 people living in Britain are affected by. And apparently yesterday is the most unproductive day of the year according to research, so maybe that has something to do with it.

Or maybe it’s because I feel that I’m quite far away from my dream job at the moment, I don’t even know what it would be, and I feel a bit stuck. Everything else has fallen into place. I don’t have words for how much I love Kev and I have no idea what sort of magical power he posesses that always makes me feel better, but I’m so unbelievably happy that he’s there for me. (Maybe I should start celebrating thanksgiving at the rate this is going…) Our flat is great and I really like Glasgow. Sometimes I wish my family and friends from back home were closer, but then again, they’re only really a few hours away.

Although, Emma, if you’re reading this from down in the jungles of Borneo, I miss you and I looove youuu! Come back safe so I can hear all about it!! I miss you!

What else did I plan to say in this post? I’m not sure there was anything else. Oh yeah, I’ve been working a bit more on the three in the bathtub. I’ll put up a revised version later when I get home.

This must be the coolest thing I’ve seen in a while!

VIDEOGIOCO by Donato Sansone from Enrico Ascoli – Sound Design on Vimeo.